I'm lying on a sweaty sheet on my bed in the bedroom which my brother Richard and I share in the big African Mercantile manager's house at the end of Cliff Avenue in Mombasa. I'm almost naked but I've got a kikoi ready in the unlikely event that someone creeps up the stairs and comes in.
It's about two in the afternoon and outside the crickets are screaming in the heat, the only sound except the occasional breath of air which stirs the pile of dry leaves below our window, and the ever-present, distant boom of the great ocean waves breaking across the Andromache reef.
My mother's asleep in my parent's bedroom and my father has gone back to the office after a short rest - a siesta, you'd call it - in the big armchair at the bottom the stairs, and as soon as he heard the Rover backing out of the drive Richard followed him. He has a rendezvous with some friends - he hasn't told me who and since his friends are very largely the same as mine I am a little surprised that he hasn't told me. I could have gone with him but if he wants a little time to himself, that's fine - because I do too.
It's late September 1961 and we're close to the end of what we've just been told is going to be the last summer holiday in Mombasa as my father has taken early retirement and will be retuning to England by ship while my much more adventurous mother is travelling - alone - the whole way down the Nile from Lake Victoria to Cairo. So this time the tears and rage that Richard and I usually express as the holidays draw to a close are a waste of time. If I am to stay here in Mombasa I'll have to find a job and my own accommodation, all this against the compulsory Africanisation of jobs that an independent Kenya will bring in following Uhuru, Freedom, due in 1963.
I suppose all I really want to do is to go through my options one more time - a waste of precious holiday, really - and start to come to terms with what my future holds: a return to Bradfield, where I'll be a house prefect; I've already collected three 'A' levels so I'll be doing a couple of 'S' levels - but mostly I'm staying on in the hope I'll be made a school prefect. Then, I suppose, I'll be choosing a course and a university - but of one thing I am absolutely determined: once I'm qualified in something which the country needs I'm coming back to Kenya, one day, sooner later; and I'm going to make my home in Mombasa and then spend the rest of my life here.
Of course, life never turns out how you plan it but, hey!, it's been good.